Wednesday, June 16, 2010

i Hate: [rant]

This is my rant blog. Because I don't care who you are, venting is good for the soul.
When people pretend their lives are wonderful and without flaw. But you know really, that they are miserable little people walking around hating every aspect of their lives.
When you marry someone, yet want nothing to do with their family. Like the going says, "You don't just marry your partner, you marry his family." Some people just don't like to abide by that. Shame shame.
When you tell a close friend a secret, something you want no one else to know, and then you look up and everyone you know, now knows your secret. So you have to learn your lesson the hard way, you can trust no one!
When you really need to talk to someone about something, and theres no one around that will understand.
When you try to tell someone something, but they just won't listen. So you learn to just keep your mouth shut. Then something happens and they scream "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!" Are you freaking kidding me?!
When you finally accept yourself for who you are, and they way you look. But no one else does.
When someone asks how everyone is doing, by name, but doesn't mention your name. WTF.
When you have a dream about someone you haven't seen in years, and then you realize you once had feelings for said person.
When you go to the grocery store and the lines are a mile long, so you go to the shortest one possible, and there stands a single person, "saving" a spot in line for someone else. No, that is not how this works!
When someone claims you are their very best friend, and then betrays you in the worst possible way ever. And then apologizes for their mistake, says it will never happen again, and then does it AGAIN! Seriously, do you have a death wish?
When you try to forget, but everytime you see their face, the pain of what they did comes rushing back. And you have to step away from all sharp objects immediately!
When you pray pray pray for help to forgive, but nothing happens automatically. And thats really what you need.
When you were in high school and you had countless friends, then you look up 5 years later, and you have just a handful of friends.
When your birthday comes around, and you get no gifts. Or cards. Just because i'm older, doesn't mean I don't want a good birthday party with lots of balloons, confetti and possibly even a pinata! Geez.
When you are really really really craving a good steak, medium-well, with mashes potatoes covered in gravy with a good side salad, then you wake up and remember that the last of the money went to bills. And all of a sudden you hate being an adult!
When you remember you have ice cream in the freezer, get all excited about it, open the container, and see nothing but freezer burn. YUCK!
When the people who don't deserve good to happen to them, get the best of the best, the biggest best vacations, the best vehicles, the unexpected bonus from work, all the breaks in the world. But you realize theres nothing you can do about it, so you just stop worrying about it.
I'm pretty sure I could go on for at least a week. But I'm done here...for now!
Hope you enjoyed my rant blog. It sure did make me feel better.

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