Braxton Hicks

So, i'm thinking we will name this kid Braxton...due to the fact thats what this kid is bringing me, already! I have been having them for the past 2 weeks. I know this can happen as early as 6 weeks, but i'm still going to bring it to my doctors attention come next Thursday @ our next appointment.

I felt the baby kick my hand today while I was laying on my bed reading a book. It makes everything so worth it! I'm hoping the baby will do it again for Matt tonite, He has been waiting for a long time to feel this kid. I know it will make him smile.

I'm feeling a little envy lately. Everyone pregnant lady, except for two, that I know is due within the next 2 months, and its killing me. I just keep thinking "why not me too?!" I'm definitely ready, but know that our baby isn't just yet, so I'll keep on keeping on. :) I'm also feeling envy when it comes to the labor and delivery process. I am scheduled to have another c-section with this baby, but I want to attempt at a natural birth. I know almost every woman who has ever been through a natural birth would say i'm insane for wanting it, but it has nothing to do with pain and everything to do with feeling like a woman. I know, craziness. But I didn't "Give Birth" to Mackenzie. She was taken out of me by a doctor. This is our last baby, and I want to experience this. Whats even crazier is that I actually enjoyed the labor process with Mackenzie. I was in labor for 18 hours before my c-section, and I loved every second of it! It was exciting and everything I didn't think it'd be. And I want to experience it again, all the way!! It is still a possibility that I could MAYBE go at it naturally, but there are risks...and some may not be worth taking. Only time will tell.

Honestly, in the end, I know I don't care how this baby makes its debut, as long as it is healthy and safe in my arms.