-So lately my emotions are getting out of control. Since about the middle of my second trimester I haven't been able to stand our dog. She irritates me and doesn't even have to do anything & it's only get worse! Most women cry alot during their pregnancies, I , on the other hand get angry, and judgemental. I find myself making rude comments about sad stuff that should be making me sad & cry. I'm pretty sure my husband is scared of me. :/ He is definitely ready for Emily to be here....as we all are.
-I'm still so torn about this being our last baby. In one way i'm glad this will be my last pregnancy so I can focus on me and losing weight & in another way i'm sad that this will be my last pregnancy & baby...I love the element of surprise of what the baby is going to look like, what kind of personality the baby will have and so on. But I think having two little girls feels complete. I know Matt REALLY wants a boy, but having 2 kids just seems so right, no matter the genders. :)
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